I'm a bit a jealous actually. Other people have things that I want, or is it they look happy with what they have and I think 'hmmm I'd be happy like them if I had that'?. Maybe the reason I don't have that is that I expect that to come to me, I think it would be better if I went for that. If it was so easy to get that I would already have got that. So I get up in search of that, and so I have to do this and to do that to get that. And before I've gotten to that stage, I then have to do more this and that, and start to realise I no longer want that, I now have this, I no longer seem to think I need that. I look back at that person with that and think why did I what that in the first place?. Then I realise that that was just an explanation for myself that I had no direction and so that in moving to that I get more this's and thats until it comes to a point that I have other this's and thats and that that was never so hard to get because in searching for that I got that, but not in the way I thought that that was meant to be gotten. To be honest I'm not that jealous anymore.
Sounds very deep, well to me it did, kinda riddle like.
ReplyDeleteAt first I tried to replace "that" with an object like an xbox but it didn't really work.
I guess we're all looking for that, but we don't always get it and wonder why we were looking for that in the first place. But I guess thats cos life changes all the time. I'm trying to think of something I could say which sounds good, but I think everyone is looking for different thats and this's, but we've just got to be happy with the thats that we have, while being open to having other thats you may want. I guess thats all you can do. Or I may be totally going off on one... :-p
Tom