The Search for That

I'm a bit a jealous actually. Other people have things that I want, or is it they look happy with what they have and I think 'hmmm I'd be happy like them if I had that'?. Maybe the reason I don't have that is that I expect that to come to me, I think it would be better if I went for that. If it was so easy to get that I would already have got that. So I get up in search of that, and so I have to do this and to do that to get that. And before I've gotten to that stage, I then have to do more this and that, and start to realise I no longer want that, I now have this, I no longer seem to think I need that. I look back at that person with that and think why did I what that in the first place?. Then I realise that that was just an explanation for myself that I had no direction and so that in moving to that I get more this's and thats until it comes to a point that I have other this's and thats and that that was never so hard to get because in searching for that I got that, but not in the way I thought that that was meant to be gotten. To be honest I'm not that jealous anymore.

Sorry for the wait

So yeah you know you're overdosing right if your crap is fizzing in the toilet bowl. I don't think suicide watch really works to be honest, sending guards to go watch people committing and criticizing their work makes the whole situation worse. Yes as you have no doubt realised this post is really late and I apologize, I had actually written several versions of this post on paper but ofcourse I was always going to wing it like I am now ^^. Osama died this week, in years to come when they make the memoirs of wategwann they'll look to see my perspective on the whole situation and I release this statement: It will be awkward if they bury him without his turban, noone will recognise him. How many monkeys does it take to change a lightbulb? It takes evolution for the lightbulb to be invented before they can change them. I like how dogs have the swagger to go out in public and act like they're balls aren't hairy. I particularly like the dogs with the balls to go out when they no longer have balls. So much like us ^^, peace.